Now a Mummy!

This time I was in Chanel buying a handbag.

What does that say? Haha.

When I woke up I was disappointed. Mun banar, kan bisai. Hehe.

Am going to tell the husband, ‘our baby wants a Chanel Handbag’. Memang kena marah. Hehehehehehe.

I really think I need a holiday and buy a bag. This whole dreaming buying bags is starting to worry me. Hmmm.

I started having leg cramps in my sleep earlier this week. Thought I was imagining things, macam ndakan so soon, right? Turned out my colleague, who is due about the same time as me, insya Allah, had her first leg cramp last night!

I have yet to read properly about leg cramps.

Nausea seem to be gone except when I’m having a headache but now, ‘hello itchy tummy!’

J&J babyoil seems to be my new bestfriend. I was supposed to get minyak kelapa from my aunt but I’ll just wait till she gets back this weekend.

Oh, constipation is back too! Har har har. Wait, it’s not funny. It’s painful!

Luckily I have 3 other colleagues who are preggers in my department.

I love whining and complaining about all these but honestly, I am enjoying it… a litlle bit.. The other bits, I’m scared to death!

I had a dream the other night that I couldn’t put on the baby’s diapers properly! Although I remembered to put cream first and then the talc. Somehow the sticky fasteners weren’t sticky enough. Funnily enough, I was told that some diapers would not stick if kena talc when I mentioned my dream to my colleague.

Paranoid much?

I’m like constantly hungry now. Previously, I could get away with a little chocolate or biscuit between meals but now.. I have to eat a lot more than biscuits every 2 – 3 hours. Its scary.

Earlier today, I didn’t have time to order sandwiches at 10am and only realised how hungry I was by 11ish. It was a little bit too late to order sandwiches as I was going to have lunch with the husband at 12.30pm! I was seriously, seriously hungry and in James word, ‘kan pitam rasanya’. When  I saw the bowl of soto, I said, ‘eh basar eh.. sayang, maybe you want to share it with me later..’

Did I share? No, I finished it! Except for the talur. At 4.30pm just now, I was hungryyyy again! I have just finished eating rice AND egg. Dinner is not ready yet and am off to Delima in a bit too.

I’m seriously scared. Maybe I should stock up fruits and just eat that. Aaaah. I know the husband will give me a hard time everytime I complain about putting on weight (more than I should, anyway!). Scary, scary, scary.

p.s. the soto nada kick, obviously. have asked the husband if we could go to hua ho tanjung bunut for their soto this weekend. i want a GOOD SOTO! nyums! yeah, i think its weird too since i’m not really a fan of soto since forever. maybe baby likes soto. hehehehe.

ooh. husband is sick. kasian pulang, esp. since im feeling much better (except for paning when ive forgotten to eat).

I’ve been having splitting headaches lately. It is not as bad as migrane but enough to want me to knock my head against the wall. Okay, that is an exaggeration.

It usually starts with me being a little bit woozy and then a little headache and then a full blown headache. Lapastu hilang kajap, then ada lagi.

I was a tad bit worried and during my trip to the doctor this morning, I asked her to check my BP. Apparently, my BP is normal. Back at the office, I didn’t feel any better. Colleagues asked me to just go home but I could not afford it. We have an event tomorrow and I have many things pending plus a project due tomorrow. Unable to handle it, I took the headache pill I was prescribed with earlier in the morning. Slow, I tell you! Around 7 barutah baik kepala ku.

Anyhoo, I was talking to my other colleague about my neverending headaches and she said…. *horror*… it could be the chocolates I’ve been eating! When she was pregnant with her second child she had splitting headaches towards her second trimester and couldn’t figure out why. She then tried to stop eating chocolates (she was eating A LOT of them because she wanted her baby to me fat. hehe) for a week and her headache went away.

Don’t know how true it is but I’m willing to try it as long as my headaches go away.. even if it means giving up chocolates.. temporarily… Yes, this is coming from a girl who has 3 bags of mini Reese’s peanut butter cups under her table. Haha.

Oh, trip to the doctor went fine, Alhamdullilah. Baby is doing fine and somehow has grown much bigger than the last ultra sound. During my drive back to work, I kept on praising Allah Taala. It feels surreal to have a real person, albeit being very tiny, living, growing and moving around inside me. It is a wonderful feeling and experience and I pray that my pregnancy will be well, Amin.

I’ve put on about 1.7kg so far. So I’m more or less back to my weight before I got sick and found out about my condition. I suppose that is alright, isn’t it? It doesn’t feel it though. It feels like I’ve put on heaps more. At times, I don’t like looking at myself in the mirror But husband is quick to point out that it is just my tummy and it is normal if I put on weight anyway. To think I should be the one who knows from all the reading I’ve done. Haha.

…I’m just pregnant! Hehehe.

Yesterday, I was at a wedding when one of my friends asked me when I’m due (he knew I’m preggers, okay! Hehe.). I answered, Insya Allah, December… when another friend (who didn’t know) said… ‘Oh My Godddd! I didn’t know! Congratulations.. I thought you were just fat..’

Kurang asam punya anak. She did say she was joking though. I hope she is! Haha.

Then today at work, I had to unzip my skirt button halfway before prayers. I tried to do it discreetly. However, after prayers, few of my colleagues caught me zipping up my skirt and one of them said, ‘need to resize, girl?’. Not long after that, she heard me talking to my other colleague about our antenatal appointments and ultrasound experiences.

Again, another person said to me, ‘Oh My Godddd.. Pregnant rupanya koooo… I thought ko lampuh, iatah inda muat skirt…’

Okay Fine. I am only FATTER because I’m preggers. Hehehehehe.